Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Long last, i finally updated my blog.

I don't feel like updating at all, but suddenly, i feel like want to write something for everyone to read. In fact, i want to write a lot of things. Just that too lazy to continue to write.

OK, i should be studying first. TOoo many things in my mind lately.

Final exam, internship, holiday plan, UTP, where to put the stuff, my future, and so many other things.

Once i am done with all, i will be free!!! =)

OK, i think that's all for now. Not sure i will be a frequent updater or not.

See u all soon. =)

Friday, January 8, 2010

molotov cocktail

Imagine how a simple word can hurt your feeling so deeply, and leave an everlasting wound down the valley of emotion, just like how the word "Allah" can create such a mess around Malaysia. I didn't read "The Herald", but i guess it is fine with just using the word "Allah", right? and for those who are not sure about this, i confirmed that the word "Allah" has been used in the bible for like centuries. how did i know that? I got a copy of malay bible right i front me now.. i got tonnes of things on my mind when i approach this issues. But, saying it out will be useless anyway, but i am still very very very very not satisfied!! so far, only 3 churches has been attacked. Hopefully, there won't be the forth. wtheck.... :(
can't blame me for feeling unsatisfied although it hasn't occur in my area yet, cause i am a christian after all, and in christian, we are all one family, and those who are not christian, u are all my family too :)

(to all my friends around the area of chaos, please be careful yeah, seriously).


Friday, December 18, 2009

Work-a-horlic

It's weird sometimes,
It took times for u to notice that you are one of the kind.
Sometimes, its there,
but we never notice it,
until something trigger it.
or sometimes,
u realized the initial characteristic,
aren't the one u prefer the most.
it was so sudden
then u realize, that something which is there for so long,
u didn't notice,
and that is what u really want.
haha.
and sometimes its too late for u to get it.
cause it is already gone.

like me,
i never realised that i am such a workaholic.
(not work-a-horlic like my title)
When i started working,
my only wish is to get it done as soon as possible.
I dun know why,
But i really felt the urge to do that.
strange huh? haha, or maybe not.
maybe i am type A in terms of working physically.

And i have to say i am so proud of myself this holiday.
Why??
cause i slept early and wake up early EVERYDAY!
heard that my friend?
EVERYDAY!!
haha,
better than when i am in utp.

currently watching a lot of new movies and series.
craving for Avatar lately.
will find time to go watch it. hehe.
i finished leverage season 1 and fringe season 1.
i have to say,
I LIKE LEVERAGE so much!!!
I LOVE PARKER!!!! beth riesgraif.
her character is unique. haha
i bet anyone who watched leverage will like Parker.
hardison is my second favorite actor. haha.

22 dec i will be going to kuchng,
first time christmas away from sibu.
haha,
hopefully can feel something new. haha


Quotes of the day:
"that's twenty pound of crazy in five pounds bag"
It's in the first episode of leverage season 1.
refer to parker.
trust me, she is crazily unique. :)
love her.

Monday, December 7, 2009

Holiday obsession..

It's holiday.
I like holiday,
just the moment during the final exam
when it really comes to holiday,
strangely, i am not enjoying myself.
It's too bored!!!

11/12 - 13/12 will be Sibu PC fair.
This time, i got 2 target items
first will be of course a pocket hard disc.
i needed one cause for the past few sems,
i had been deleting movies that i had watched,
just to save space in my green warrior (my laptop)
Then, when i want to watch again,
sei lor, cannot find ar.. haha,.
among the animes and series that i had WATCHED and DELETED and REGRETTED is;



House = season 1,2,4,5 and 6 (skipped season 3, going to watch soon)




supernatural = season 1,2,3,4,5,currently watching 6,



Gossip girl = season 1,2, currently watching 3,



The big bang theory = season 1,2, currently watching 3,




smallville = season 6,7,8, currenly watching 9 (previous season watch at TV already)





Prison Break = Season 1,2,3,4 and final break.



How i met your mother = Season 1,2,3, currently watching season 4.



Leverage = season 1, (finding the next season. Anyone got, PLease give me.. T_T) p.s. I LOVE PARKER!!!!! haha



Naruto Shippudden = followed all episode from his childhood to teenager. (and follow comics too) now waiting for the current upload



Bleach = same as naruto. i hate the filler.




One Piece = OUCH!! the comics are climaxing now!! love it! :)

(i am following naruto, bleach and one piece the movie too, although bleach the movie is a bit lame)




Heroes = Season 1 (heard lots of bad comments for the next season. going to watch anyway. soon. haha)

owh, and i am getting a lot of good comments on 24. going to watch it from season 1.
but hell, how many season they got now?? 7?? 8?? gonna take months to finish all. haha.



Thsoe are some of the series and anime.
I deleted a lot of movies too.
haiz. that's why i am getting a pocket hard disk soon. hehe.
going to love it

secondly, i want to get an headphone. haha
these 2 items will be hunted during the PC fair sibu. hehehe.
and owh, btw, i am still unemployed. T_T
anyone out there willing to take me as their employee??
i am willing to do anything. haha,
sound so desperate.
I am actually. lol,
and actually i understand,
people dun wan one month workers.
so, that's why its kinda hard for me to get jobs
especially in sibu, a small place out of nowhere.
haha, orait. that's all peeps.


Quotes of the day:
"those who abandoned their comrade are worse than scum"
It's a quote? i'm not sure. haha,
i love this phrase,
it's between kakashi and obito in the short stories telling how kakashi get his left eye sharingan
Rin was captured,
kakashi chosed to continue the mission without saving Rin,
while obito wanted to save Rin
thus, the conversation occurs
nice episode :)

Friday, December 4, 2009

Female in Demand





I bet everyone heard about my wish to get a job during this holiday.
Of course that's the first thing i do when i get back to Sibu,
I tried finding a job.
I walked around,
I asked around,
I roll around,
and i found a few numbers that said,
"VACANCY
Clerk wanted"
So, i called 5 numbers,
and guess what,
ALL 5 SAID THEY WANT FEMALE ONLY!!
People always said,
nowadays, female and male are at the same level.
seems to me that female are more in demand now.
arrrr
so unfair,
its time to protect male's right
0_o
possible? haha
i am just joking,
gonna wander around again tomolo,
if this continue, i might have to turn into something like the pictures above
just to get a job for one month.
T_T
pity.




Quotes of the post: (its the same day, so i put post)

"You always didn't get what u want, but at least you get something"
My online chatting buddy told me this,
In life, we always didn't get what we want, but we gain something from that
Even when we fail, we gain experience and lesson from it,
optimistic is the key. This is a motivation quotes. haha


Thursday, December 3, 2009

Just Me and You

Yeah, i am back to sibu,
Once reach Sibu, receive a lot of unexpected news,
News that change my life forever, and ever.
Yeah, i knew this will happen when i started this blog,
I won't be updating frequently,
why?
cause i am not the SHARING type.
Ask my fren and they will know,
that i seldom talk about my secrets.
in fact, i kept a lot of it to myself.
Not wanting to tell anyone about that,
cause i just don't feel like sharing,
i dun know why
physcologist say it's better to let out things that bother u,
so u can feel better,
but i just don't do that.
unless those things are related to my reputation,
then i will tell it directly to the person related.
if not, i won't share a damn thing.
trust me.
i can keep thousands and thousands of thing in myself.
I think a lot.
and
i had a very low self confidence.
I always think that i am not good for certain stuff,
or certain people,
until i am afraid to admit something,
in the end,
just letting some weak signals out of my actions.
useless.
I like sharing session,
but i will only share a very limited amount of information,
and during sharing session,
i will gather a lot of information about others.
about their feeling,
about their complaint,
about their hunger,
about their logic,
about their thinking habits,
and most importantly,
about their secret.
Yeah,
I like listening to secret,
cause once i heard a secret,
i know that those people trust me,
and i am really glad they did,
cause gaining one's trust is not an easy task.
once i know that people trust me,
i will be closer to them.
creating a better bond between us.
and i like that,
so my fren, dun stop,
i want my friends to keep trusting me.
yeah,
enough about me.

Now
Its about You!!
Yeah, there are certain people that i dun like
dun say that i am religious, and my religious ask me to love the people i dun like,
I TRIED!
i still dun like them.
Not that i purposely dun like them lar,
is just that sometime, when u give them chance,
then they do the same thing again,
Yeah, i dun like the feeling of not liking someone.
I bet u don't too.
but
the worst part is when u have to PRETEND
Pretend that u like someone that u dun like
ouch~~ that hurts. trust me.
especially those who backstab u,
being an angel in front of u,
but behind u, they are the demon,
lord of demon.
and u still have to be nice with them.
haha,

All thing i mention above,
is the sauces that make my life interesting,
i had a theory,
i think that life with happiness everyday is plain boring
i wan life with tears, sadness, angrynes, egoness, hunger, envy
all those things,
thou it sounds like sin,
but hey, i think that's what make my life interesting,
just like how sometimes, i like to do something against the law,
why?
the feeling of doing something like that~~~
is what i want to feel in my life,
And that's interesting. haha

this is a long post,
be prepared.
( wrong place for warning, should put on top )
haha


Quotes of the day:

"Being together doesn't make you a nakama. You have to do more that that".
Got it from One Piece the Movie 3.
A very nice quote.
It was about how Mobambi wanted to be Tony Tony Chopper's nakama,
when luffy turns out and said nakama is bla bla bla (refer to above)
I Love One Piece!!!!

Friday, November 6, 2009

Of Oil and Gas


I am reading oil and gas.
That's all for today.


Quotes of the day:

"I can't keep on loving you~~~~~ from a distance"
It's quoted from a song by Elliott Yamin.
It's very useful if someone want to confess to a boy/girl.
hey, maybe i should. haha (its a joke, maybe not)
#^_^#
(facial expression i learn from Molly. SO CUTE!)